this is one of my two babies, irritating...well, i got them both last year when my sister decided to buy them as my birthday present...
yeah... the perfect present for me... =)
two years ago, i had my first hamster named softie... she was all cute, cuddly and does not bite... you see, i always have a habit of lookin at my hamsters whenever i am down den start talkin to her... she seems to understand everything i say, and even looked at me wif her black beady eyes...
my heart broke into pieces when she passed away... to make things worse, my fuggin father didnt allow me to bury her.. instead he made me throw her body down the rubbish chute!! totally WTF!!! i hated him... i hated him for makin me doin that... hated him for disallowin me to bring her to consult the vet when she was sick... next time it will be his fuckin turn... i cried my eyes out over the week and was all moody (while some people made comments like " come on, tiff... its juz a hamster... ") fuck dem seriously... i den decided i should not get another hamster again...
and now i have 2... now my heart aches whenever i see irritating... he is lookin older and weaker as each day passes by... damn it... I SERIOUSLY CANT TAKE THIS HEARTACHE!!! I AM SO SO AFRAID OF LOSING HIM!!! i hate myself for not bein able to do anything to help him... when he is sick, yes, i took him to consult the vet ( and again, there are people who told me that i should not waste my money, i could easily get another hamster... fuck u pple again! )
i really dunno what to do... i told my mummy juz now bout irritating... well.. she told me, u gotta prepare for all this shit if u wanna keep a pet... damn... i love dem more than anything else... i gave them the best... i treated dem better den treated myself... i'm more than willing to spend money on dem...
I SERIOUSLY HOPE THAT DAY WOULD NEVER EVER COME!!! NEVER!!!
Aww, I hope he starts to feel better!
ReplyDeleteWhat people don't realize is that big things come in small packages! He's not "just a hamster" he's your little friend. :<
I have had lots of little rodents and they are so cute and are just as good a pet as a cat would be, just smaller.
It stinks that their lifespans are rather short, but I love rodents too.
thamks angel... guess that not many people actually have the same sentiments as us..
ReplyDeleteUnless people does the things others do, they won't feel the way others do. There are people out there in this world who doesn't care about how attatched others are towards somethings. Think of some way to bury it, there are loads of options ahead if you look for it.
ReplyDeleteya los... some are juz so fucked up... will find some nice nice box and a nice place de... juz hope that i will not have this chance to do so...
ReplyDelete"juz hope that i will not have this chance to do so..."
ReplyDeleteSorry, but is it my misunderstanding or is it that you have a typo here?
And yeah, there are people who makes others fucked up. If possible stay away from them. If not, I'd talk lesser to them.
heh heh.. wad i meant was that my hamster is not yet dead.. jus that he looks kind of agin to me and im scared he will leave me... thus i siad "jus hope that i will not have the chance to do so"... im bad at expressin myself.. i dun really talk much to such people...
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