If Love Is Shelter, I'm Gonna Walk In The Rain

I wanna hold you close under the rain, 

I wanna kiss your smile and feel the pain.

I know what's beautiful, 

Looking at you,

In a world of lies you are the truth.

Like the rain,

I have fallen for you and I know just why you liked tha rain.

Always calling for you,

I'm falling for you now,

Just like the rain.

You Know It Better Yourself

I believe everybody has been in a situation where quarrels are consistent yet still love each other, in fact, some might have even accepted it as part of their lives.


But nobody loves quarreling or fighting right?
So why still cling on to that drama-rama-ish relationship?



It is because you know all that fightings and shoutings are nothing. You know that you can fight it off or eventually laugh it off. Fights over petty issues aren't gonna break you heart. Hence, you are able to tolerate all that nonsensical arguments. Besides, you can't possibly stay angry forever.


In your heart, you know you guys can fight over anything under the sun but not because of a third party, and that is what all matters. You trust that your partner is not going to cause a quarrel over a third party.


Yes, I have had my heart broken 3 times because of blatant lies, taking my trust for granted and broken promises (all over a girl). I just couldn't understand why they did just that. Oh ya, and one common point, me and each of them seldom quarrel. When we have a huge fight, it's over some girls.


I couldn't emphasize any stronger how much a broken trust can affect me.
I have repeated a few times in my age old posts.


Hence, I prefer fighting and quarreling with him whom I know I can trust, to loving someone with no or little arguments but whom I can't trust.


After all, it is easier to calm yourself down than to mend a broken heart.

Sorry that you have to put up with the angsty me at times

Dare to Dream

As a kid, I used to dream a lot.


I dream that I would become Leonardo Da Vinci or Einstein as I'm more inclined towards Arts and Science. Both of them are my idols, even up till now.

              

 
I dream of being a great artist.
FYI, I have never thrown any drawings of mine away. Some of them are as old as 10 years! Good gracious. It is a good thing that silverfish didn't start infesting.

I dream that I would have a huge backyard just for my pets, bringing home strays.
I want to let abandoned animals feel loved and cared for.


I dream of being a great female rider.


I guess my most absurd dream would be owning a pet or creating one just like Doraemon.




When we were kids, we thought anything which we dream of would be achievable.
However as we grow older, we realize how certain things are unrealistic and hard to achieve.
That is when we start to let go of our dreams.


But dreams are what keep us motivated and alive.
You have not heard that a "zombie" dream, didn't you?

It is okay to dream your wildest dream.
It is okay if you can't live by your dream.
But at least try to work towards your dream.


Dreams sometimes can also be our comfort and bring us away from the harsh reality.


Take my absurd dream of owning a Doraemon for instance.
I don't have a Doraemon which can give me whatever I asked for, but I have my pets to give me their attention and listening ears. 
In a way, they are like Doraemon. They listen and I can seek comfort in them.


For dreams which are not attainable, maybe you should start looking closely around you.
Perhaps, there are some things that resembles your dream but you have never noticed it. 

Quote of The Day

I remembered my Secondary School teacher once told the class one thing. 

Look around you and you will realise it.

So what are you best or worst at?

The Brain & The Heart

Once again I am caught in between the two.
I really have no idea as to listen to which one.

The Brain says that I should take no risk, be a puppet no more.
The Heart says "If he doesn't love you the way you want him to, it doesn't mean that he doesn't love you with all he has".

The last time I listened to my heart, I regretted as I'm headstrong.

The person you love the most have the best capacity to make you the happiest person in the world and may give you the worst heartache you can ever imgaine