i hate it whenever she comes visitin me wif helloads of pain...

argh... feelin damn sehz and irritated with the pain... make me feel so moodless to do anything... includin talkin... damn it...

and i'm supposed to meet my groupmates over at khatib to do the plastering for the beds of the plants but i didnt turn up, due to the unbearable pain i had this mornin... sorry... my apologies...

sometimes how i really wish that im a guy... bein the feminine one has to go thru this kind of shit... fcuk... why cant it be the masculine one goin thru this... freakin unfair... but lucky i got a nanny...

okok.... so i have finished my common test le.... budden i am stilll very not happy.... cuz my cough and throat are killin me.... my throat is so sore that i feel pain when i swallow even juz my saliva... not to mention food... i can seriously feel that there is a lump growin in my throat los... this mornin i could literally taste blood in my mouth from coughin too much... crap... den my cramp makes things worse...