Have You Ever Felt This Way?

Have you ever felt things are closing in into you?

Closing in so badly that you feel trapped and helpless.

You are all cooped up within the mixed emotions.

As they close in, they deny you of your breathing space, they deny you of your space for movement.

You are overwhelmed.

You break down and can only cry in silent.

You can only grab your hair in frustration and wallow in sorrow.

You can only curl up in the most possible comfortable position and make do with whatever space that  is left for you.

You seek comfort by hoping that they will eventually go away.

You lie to yourself and say "Well, I'm fine", put on a fake smile, and you continue your everyday routine as per normal.

That masked smile, real as it seems to be,

deep down in you heart, you hope that there is someone who will be able to see through it.

Unfortunately, no one did.

Maybe, no one ever will.

You desire for freedom.

You have that strong urge to break free from everything else which is trapping you.

Yes. You know you want it.

Very badly.

You start searching for strength and faith within you.

But you couldn't, for everything has already devoured you till there's nothing left of you.

Dedicated to your troubled soul~