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left, right, left, right, face up, face down..

tried buryin myself into the sea of soft toys on my bed and find anice sleepin position...

damn... i have been doin this for 40 minutes and yet i cant sleep...

people have always said, after drinkin, you will be able to sleep soundly but it seems that this is so so not applicable for me.... my body is practically screaming at me " HEY!!! GIVE ME SOME REST WILL YA!!! " but i just cant fall asleep...

wtf!!!! this has been goin for quite some time... it is almost like i am sleepin on alternate days... if not sleepin for a few hours per day... OMG!!!! i had this problem last year and i have consulted doctor bout it... the doctor prescribed me some sleepin pills... budden!!! he said if this carries on, then he would have to refer me to a psychiatrist!!! i dun wanna consult a psychiatrist but i dun even know what the hell is happening to me...

concerned parties have been givin me advises but none works... i cant sleep not because there are plenty of stuffs runnin through my head... i can just lay on my bed starin into the blank space for hours and hours... and of course, sometimes i do get pissed off and wanna throw my temper...

i remember on a particular night, i din get to to sleep for 3 days and i got so desperate... i started searchin around in my Iphone applications and viola! i found this application name "Sleep Machine"... damn!!! there's my saviour!! alas, it proved to be of no use to me... tried takin cough mixture and flu tablet together ( the small yellow ones ), it still din work... by right, this cocktail of medicines should make me feel damn drowsy and fall asleep as soon as i hit the saacks... WTH!!!

it is takin a toll on me... i am losing focus and everything... ARGH!!!

SO FREAKIN FRUSTRATED!!! EVEN NOW!!!

I NEED SLEEPIN PILLS!!!