moday was a rainy day!!!
the kind of weather i din hoped for...
went over to motorworld to get gloves as J said he would get a pair for me...
he told me how ugly the gloves from school were... like durian gloves...
he was still sayin that he bet i would give up after the first practical cuz i cant tahan...

den went over to M's house to borrow clear visor as mine is tinted..
this stupid someone still say it is impossible for a first -timer to pass he first prac the first time..
got me so worried... wanna knock him on his head for scarin me...
den on my way back to BBDC, it was rainin freakin heavily la..
the heaviest i have ever came across on a bike..
was drenched all inside out... great.... have to rush home and changed into a new set of clothings before headin over to BBDC and it was drizzlin... -.-

was late for my practical budden my instructor was a nice guy...
i was like the only girl in my group... diaoz... and i was still hoping for some girl having the same class as me too... and wearin the raincoat was so warm and stuffy!!! i looked like some idiot wearin oversized raincoat... cant be helped and kept laughin at myself when i looked at my reflection...

wasnt as hard as i had thought...
the hardest part for me is releasin and parkin of bike on its mainstand.... FREAKIN HEAVY LA!!! the instructor have to constanly be beside when im doin this shit... and this is wad he told me "u have to eat more." -.- and yes, i did fell from the bike once!!! i braked and lost my balance... exerted all my strength to stop it from fallin but to no avail... den i thought it would be better if i just fyck it and dropped tgt with the bike... crazy me still can sit beside the bike and laugh... tried liftin the bike and guess wad??!! hell yea, i cant lift it... OMG!!! really got to build some muscles ehz... my left arm and back ached from monday till now and i think i can feel muscles are growin on my left arm!!!

all the sweat and body achin was worthwhile since i passed...
woo hoo... ok la... it may be some child's play to some people but to me it was a big feat...
den after that rushed home again to change a new set (cuz it stinks big time) before goin for theory lesson... all this while J was waitin for me and fetched me around before goin for his drivin lesson in his wet set of clothes... *touched*

hope everything would go smoothly man... den i'll be a happy lil girl... =D

just a random post with random pictures...

this was taken by my brother and i din know it till i saw it in my phone foto albumm.
as u can see, my lil darlin is baldin at his ass's area... but thank god, his fur are growin back now!!! cute!!!!

and my sister told me that stupid Elmer actually fed my baby with WASABI when i was not at home!!!! OMG!!! poor thing.... the poor chap was vigourously drinkin water... asshole!!!

did my nails myself when i cant sleep...
spent quire a few hours on it... tedious work...
this was taken in school...

my sweet lil sister bought this for me to stick on my lappy's keyboard...
shall post a pic when i have finished stickin everything up... =D

johnny bought this for me 2 weeks ago...
now i have got 2 kuromi lanyards ( one from my sister )... LOVES~

Oooooo!!!!
i can log back in le..... damn.... gave me a bad scare...

OMG!!!!!!

i cant log in my facebook account in both my laptop and IPhone...

my profile is unavailable when i tried lookin at my profile using my sister's account!!!
somebody please tell me wad happened!!! my god...

is the fake facebook thingy for real???

cuz i think i logged in once from that fake FB page...

FML!!!

A boyfriend gave a challenge to his girlfriend to live a day without him, no communications at all.
He said if she passed it, he'll love her forever.
The girlfriend agreed.
She did not text or call him the whole day.
Without knowing that her boyfriend has only 24 hours to live because he was suffering from cancer, she excitedly went to his house the next day.
Tears fall as she saw her boyfriend lying in the coffin with a note beside,

"You did it baby, can you do it everyday? I love you."

left, right, left, right, face up, face down..

tried buryin myself into the sea of soft toys on my bed and find anice sleepin position...

damn... i have been doin this for 40 minutes and yet i cant sleep...

people have always said, after drinkin, you will be able to sleep soundly but it seems that this is so so not applicable for me.... my body is practically screaming at me " HEY!!! GIVE ME SOME REST WILL YA!!! " but i just cant fall asleep...

wtf!!!! this has been goin for quite some time... it is almost like i am sleepin on alternate days... if not sleepin for a few hours per day... OMG!!!! i had this problem last year and i have consulted doctor bout it... the doctor prescribed me some sleepin pills... budden!!! he said if this carries on, then he would have to refer me to a psychiatrist!!! i dun wanna consult a psychiatrist but i dun even know what the hell is happening to me...

concerned parties have been givin me advises but none works... i cant sleep not because there are plenty of stuffs runnin through my head... i can just lay on my bed starin into the blank space for hours and hours... and of course, sometimes i do get pissed off and wanna throw my temper...

i remember on a particular night, i din get to to sleep for 3 days and i got so desperate... i started searchin around in my Iphone applications and viola! i found this application name "Sleep Machine"... damn!!! there's my saviour!! alas, it proved to be of no use to me... tried takin cough mixture and flu tablet together ( the small yellow ones ), it still din work... by right, this cocktail of medicines should make me feel damn drowsy and fall asleep as soon as i hit the saacks... WTH!!!

it is takin a toll on me... i am losing focus and everything... ARGH!!!

SO FREAKIN FRUSTRATED!!! EVEN NOW!!!

I NEED SLEEPIN PILLS!!!

hello! it is me again!

and hell yeah!! i cant sleep yet again!!!

look around in youtube and found this in youtube and i totally love it at first sight... heheh..

johnny came into my mind, reminiscing some past with my ex and how it is applicable for me... i totally admit i love bikes!!! (you see, i have been pillioned on a bike when i was as young as 7 years old... maybe this is how i took a great liking for bikes) and i look forward to ownin one... then i can ride out with my friends, go out at my convinience, decorate it with kuromi!!!

anyway i have always complain how frustrated i was whenever im caught in a jam (in car) and bikes are always the answer to the frustrating jam... it makes alot of difference ya know... while the drivers sulk bitterly in their cars in a jam, im happily zoomin pass them (as a pilliom of course) which brought me great relief... how exciting bike rides can be ya-dah ya-dah...

BUT!!! i dislike it when it starts to rain heavily... esp when i love to wear tank tops and shorts... those usually soft rain drops felt like some tiny pebbles pelletin right through my skin... it can be so bad that the my shoulders actually turned red... darn...

fortunately, i had only maybe 3/4 encounters... first time was when i was with my ex a year plus ago... it started rainin but i was lucky that i brought my jacket out... he slowed down for me so that i can wear my jacket...

the rest of the encounters are with johnny... the first time it rained damn heavily till it was almost IMPOSSIBLE to see the road up ahead and we had to stop and seek shelter... we were all drenched... my sister and i were shivering like crazy... it rained heavily for hours... den johnny decided to ride home to get jacket for me and my sister... at that point of time, he was my hero... braving through the heavy rain with minimal clarity vision of the road and gettin himself pelleted by the big raindrops and gettin all drenched again... *starry eyes* heh heh...

after quite long time ( he had to travel at low speed ), he returned with army jackets or were those raincoats??? !!!

the both of us actually still got the mood to camwhore

the third encounter was drizzlin... i totally like it... i find it romantic for some reason.. damn..

the forth encounter was braving through the heavy rain too... better to endure the pain for the moment than having to seek shelter, shivering and waitin for the rain to stop, which i dunno when it will stop... get it all over with... heh heh...

thats all for my rainy enocounters when ridin... and i dun hope that i will ancounter any of them again except for when it is drizzlin...

Desire Indulge

helped xuena with her blogshop...

she is totally a nice girl with amiable character... you are sure to love her cuz i love her alot... it is like "clique" at first sight... and she is really accomodating... gosh...

these are just some of the apparels i helped her with... she have lots of other apparels...

take a look...

here's the link to her blogshop on facebook:

http://www.facebook.com/?ref=logo#!/DesireIndulge

and oh yeah, i am not given any credits for posting this up, but rather on my own accord... she is jus such a sweet gal la!!!

plus... did u notice the colour of my hair??? it is evenly colored now compared to before (refer to older post)... i was so lazy to do touch up my hair colour till one fine day... guess wad... my hair was bleached and dyed by Elmer... woohoo!!! not too bad huh? the dye i bought have got red tint to it, but i guess the washings must have caused the colour to fade... T~T

AFST Social Night (19th Feb)

Johnny asked me to be his date for his social night and i agreed....

he waited for me outside my house as i was taking forever to get myself prepared... gosh i was in for a shock when i saw him... he was much tanner than before!!! actually i m no different from him... hehe..

the bouquet of tulips which he gave me...

my first time receivin tulips... refreshin to me...

camwhored with the flowers while makin our way to Grand Hyatt

i got bored and started sappin away... =)

NG1

( the same old him who always closes his eyes whenever there is flash in phototaking)

NG2

not too bad... at least there is some improvements... heheh

finally!!!

and the dinner starts...

Johnny was a gentleman for takin food to my plate for every dish...

i did not exchanged much words with the people sittin at the same table as i dunno dem except for keehan and Johnny..

thats keehan...

a new gf i have made... Elaine

shall end this post abruptly... =D

When Tiger meets Cupid... (edited)

hello!!!! i have been missin from the blogosphere for quite some time... how did u spend your Valentine's day and CNY??? yeah... many have complained how these two events clashed and affected their celebration but for me, it did not affect me in the least... heh heh...

as promised, i will update when blogger decides to be nice to me and today, it has been nice to me so far... im gonna blog bit by bit...

let me start from Lunar New Year's Eve.. i started my day with a CNY photoshoot over at Japanese Garden with Mike...

After the shoot, i gotta rush home for reunion dinner and do some stuffs... i was so glad that Matt offered to pick me up from there... din have any sleep prior to thee photoshoot and i was like goin to die under the blisterin sun... so i really appreciated this gesture from him...

when i entered his car, i saw a paper bag and a bouquet of purple roses!!! woah... my fav colour... it must have cost quite a hefty sum of money since it is Vday the next day... LOves~

the bear that was huggin to the roses


pretty purple roses



and thanks to my dearest mom, she had converted them to dried roses so that they can kept longer... =)








my fav!!! this is so so super delicious!!!




and on the first day of CNY, as usual, i went to my grnadma's house to bai nian... heh heh...


my second niece!!! latest addition to the family...


my sister camwhored like crazy ..

see i told ya....

this is all for CNY eve and first day of CNY...