here i am in school feelin really god damn bored... esp now im havin my break and there is nothing to do... i juz wanna rant here...

first thing first, got a bad news for my MBC common test... wa lau... 3 marks oni los... but heng im not the oni one... hehe... i know im bad... 5 more weeks to the retest...

second thing... i am so freakin tired los... din really get any sleep... the most like one hour or lesser than that... and school is like 9-5... crap... and the stupid pain in my back is killlin me larz.... wtf.... i hate the pain in my lower back... something is seriously wrong wif it.... happens now and then...

and lingling brought e supper this mornin... haha... den idiotic junsin was nice to buy me breakfast and offered to send me to school this mornin... if not, i guess i wun even have any sleep liaoz le....

still got half an hour before the next practical starts.... wa lau... i am like entertainin myself here los... miss my bed and bear bear (HJ) so much.... eyelids gettin heavier as the clock ticks... diaoz... -.-

24 June

okok... very brief one... so.... it was tilling and preparation of soil over at khatib... the place is juz beside Bottle Tree Restaurant... i was still dreadin goin over to that place as it was drizzling... but eventually, i was thankful for that drizzle... cuz i was perspirin like hell even though the weather was rather coolin....

it was such a back-breakin work... totally a good work out and i'm convinced i'm havin muscles now... haha...

after that, took train back home wif jackie and went to prepare myself to meet Jerry...

yup... he booked tickets weeks before Transformers was released... Transformers is da sex man... nice cars, hot babe and hunks and plenty plenty of actions... however i find the show bit long lehz... maybe because i was feelin rather tired le...

after the movie, jerry sent me to Arena to meet up wif my galfrens, bert and cashe... =)

stupid kenneth forever wan to cover his face

then after that went over to some pub which i had conveniently forgotten the name...

Georgina, Tiff anf April

zonked out immediately when i hit the sacks....

and its back to school in another 5 hours time... man.... why arent the holidays extended???

i still freakin cant sleep.... feelin freakin awake now... die.... gotta adjust my body clock to sleep earlier....

misses u

i am so god damn bored and sleepy but i cant seem to fall asleep lehz...

kaoz.. hate this type of feelin... wanna find something to do budden feelin kind of lazy too...

oh ya... i had a nightmare last night.... the stuff that i told you affected me so much that i freakin had a nightmare... see... this is how bad it is los... idiot... and then saw a dead cat by the road divider juz now... ok random....

sianzation....

okok.... lots of backdatin posts to do... haha... =D

first let me show u guys my cutie cute cute hamsters...

and horz, there was a freakin cockroach in my hamsters' cage los...

the purple bear bear

17 June

so it was double O den Honey Pub den hell of nonsense after that...

16 June

lemme think wad the hell have i done on this day...

oh ya.... watched Drag Me to Hell wif hubert... since it was still early after the show, went for bowlin and pool....

haha... my bowlin is better than him but my poolin skills really sux big time...

2 June

benedict brought me to the Singapore Flyer and it was my first experience... gosh... i know i damn outdated los... there was plenty of time before the ride then had dinner at this Teppanyaki restaurant for dunno god-knows how many hours.... jus some random pics...

personally i like this wasabi... i think its cute... dun u think so???

my fav!!! chawanmushi~

we went to the Singapore Flyer on a weeknight... so the place wa hell empty... and guess wad.. hence we got the whole freakin capsule to ourselves... initially i thought it would be really god damn high at the peak... but it was really nothing though.. it din feel that high as what we perceived...

then it was prawnin wif him and his friends... however i left early ...

1 June

kenneth told me that he wanted to bring me to his primary school canteen to eat... i felt that it was weird as we are goin for dinner like in the night... how is it possible that a primary school canteen would still be open....

den... when we reached the place, it was a "semi-posh" restaurant (quoted by kenneth)...

it was situated where his pri schoool was used to be... there.... den the funny thing is that he was like askin to get something from the back of his car... but i refused to... den he whipped out a bouquet of red roses... and well... i din give the kind of response that he expected... haha... =D sorry dude....

after dinner, it was Monster vs Alien at cine...

31 May

on my birthday itself, i have spent it wif my galfriends... and yeah.. i was supposed to hh, bf and wr at cine for the movie Monster vs Alien budden i was freakin late late for the movie for like one hour... haha... i din mean it...

den we were waitin for qw to finish her work... while waitin, they made me take photos wif some random pple outside.. plus i have to ask them myself los...

the two cuties... =D they were so shy

the 2 underaged gals~ only the gals will know why i said that

the pretty lady wif flawless skin~gasp!!

finally, a guy from a group

and oh ya... did you noticed the red cap thingy on my head... i was made to wear that... i remeber last year was some huge purple plastic hairband wif a flower de... but i refused to wear that los... haha.... this year, their taste become better le... hehe... =p

den it was dinnertime over at Pepperlunch as soon as qw reached taka....
and horz... the bottom two pics dun look nice cuz i cropped them out from a screenshot of bf's blog....

den starbucks den home sweet home...

thanks so much!!! muack~

30 May

matt brought me to some restaurant at Wheellock place (forget the name le) for dinner before my work and shun bian pass me presents....

while waitin for seats.. the purple carebear is Harmony

these are the tiny capsules which contains letter from matt, qw, hh, bf, wr, and caroline.... matt took the trouble to collect the letters from each of dem...

here comes our food... they kind of loook the same to me.. haha

freakin blur pic due to my shaky hands.... damn~

then matt sent me to work... we were like stuck along orchard for some good 20 minutes or so...

t
hen at work, when the clock stiked 12, i heard birthday sng being played... den i saw daddy don whippin out a birthday cake which benedict had planned... i totally have no idea and was dumbfounded... received kisses from daddy don (plus angbao) and the other gals... haha...
den another birthday cake was waitin for me at the first level... it was kenneth, ee ren and hubert...

in conclusion, i got 3 birthday wishes to make this year... haha...

den jerry passed me this birthday pressie... it was a necklace inside it...

llook at the freakin time now... but i freakin helll cant fall asleep... i swear to god, to devil, to whoever, i seriously can kill myself now.... fcukin lots of fcukin stuffs are in my freakin god damn head....

i freakin hate what i am feelin now... perhaps i should not have change in the first place... perhaps i was wrong to do this in the first place... god damn it... changin for the better may not be necessary means better for me or whoever... i dun think it is any better off for me... fcukin hell... dunno what the fcukin heck was i thinkin... lookin for trouble for myself oni...

aiya.. wtf larz... guess it is better off for me to be like how i used to be... im so0oo gonna fcuk care everything now...

dun mind my post for bein quite vulgar

one word.... hangover

gosh... been coughin like mad these few days...

kaoz.... and im havin problems expellin the god damn greenish phlegm out... kept swallowin back in... *gross* takin medicine doesnt seem to help lehz...

short summary of yest's activities... MINDcafe wif frans, bert, wj, wj's fren and ben...

den beer belly joined tgt wif another 3 girls den ya-dah ya-dah...

when i say you dun leave me alone, i mean it

okok.... so i have finished my common test le.... budden i am stilll very not happy.... cuz my cough and throat are killin me.... my throat is so sore that i feel pain when i swallow even juz my saliva... not to mention food... i can seriously feel that there is a lump growin in my throat los... this mornin i could literally taste blood in my mouth from coughin too much... crap... den my cramp makes things worse...

hur hur.... by right i should be a free girl by now... today is supposedly to be the last day for my common test... but the irritating bugs are "buggin"me... crap.. missed the paper and workin tonight...

my cough and runny nose werent that bad on monday but it had taken for the worst since early this morning....

Retest on Medical Biochemistry tml... -.-

ok... so i have left my blog to rot for like 11 days i think...

well the reason is... i dun have some of the pictures wif me, so i think i'll blog when i get all the pictures on hands... nth interesting really.... common test this week, so past week is more or less goin out, study and work.... it is so borin....

today's molecular biotechnology test was abit crappy...

and and i cant believe that im actually at home... guai guai de stay at home starin at my lappy for dunno how many hours.... two more papers to go... w33!!! den all attention will be turned to IandE module liaoz le...

hehe... and BPD surprised me with food and redbulls and HJ on my doorstep... sweet~ i love pleasant surprises... =)

then met up wif alan for late dinner cum supper... talk plenty of stuffs....

wanna play and dance