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February 14, 2009

heard some thing yest...

i wanted to hate you so much...

but that is juz so not right, though u love me no more...

or should i say, u never did love me...

sometimes how i wish....

if one day...

juz one day...

u found urself bearing the aftermath of a bike accident, or maybe car accident...

u've got no one to blame, blame it on ur karma for all the misdeeds u have done...

you are supposedly to be a figure to respect, to look upon on...

but to me,

i hold u in fear, not in awe...

i gave u the due respect...

i could not find warmth or assurance in you...

never... not even once...

she self-mutilated...

wad have u done???

u stood there watchin n laughin away...

i nearly jumped off the buildin...

wad did u do???

u did nth to hold me back...

u are simply pretendin to be oblivious to everything...

everything u have done delibrately...

u played us like some toys...

u did nth of ur part...

our sufferings are like some candy to you...

u glee and celebrate upon it...

u'll bring us down by any means...

even if it is despicable...

throughout the years, i had to stay strong...

not to break down in front of her...

there are many times when i buckled under the immense pressure...

tots of sucides came to me strongly...

but i've to look after and protect them...

she stayed strong for us too...

u deemed it as a challenge and hit us even harder...

the damages u have done to us, to me...

the pain u have inflicted on us...

all will be returned to u one day....

watched Underworld Rise of the Lycans.... strongly recommend it... its not draggy, lotsa actions accompanied with the right amount of romance.... if u watched Underworld, den you will get the link of Rise of the Lycans's ending... den met up wif alex and goon hu recommended this place... it is "Tong Shui" which means dessert in cantonese... it is located directly opposite Great World... it has a very quiet ambience... good place for those hu wanna do some catchin up...