f33lin an0r3xic

ya... i kn0w h0w many gals 0ut th3r3 ar3 c0mplainin h0w fat d3y ar3 th0ugh d3y ar3 skinny... and im 0n3 0f d3m... i cant h3lp but f33lin dis way... cho0sin cl0th3s and lukin int0 th3 mirr0r can b3 a h3adach3... 3sp wh3n i cant find any cl0th3s dat i think it flatt3rs my b0dy m0st, by dat, i m3an makin m3 luk slimm3r... i start thr0win tantrums...

i s3ri0usly dunn0 wads wr0ng wif m3...

i f0und 0ut dat i'v3 gain3d 2kg y3st... t0tally fr3ak3d m3 0ut...

n0 j0k3... and n0w i w3igh 43kg...

my w3ight has b33n fluctuatin al0t... from 43 t0 39 to 41 to 43...

p3rhaps im us3d t0 b3in und3rw3ight sinc3 y0ung...

in my livin 19 y3ars 0f lif3, th3 h3avi3st i wi3gh3d was 45kg(which juz hit acceptabl3 w3ight) and it last 0ni 1 to 2 w33ks...

ppl3 kip t3llin m3 i luk p3rf3ctly fin3 wif ht of 160, wt 0f 43 and waist 0f 23...

but i f33l 0th3rwis3...

i'v3 s33n gals wif waist 0f 21 and i r3ally wan dat... it lo0ks r3ally go0d...

i wish i can g3t rid 0f this nasty minds3t 0f min3...

i wanna appr3ciat3 wh0 i am...

n0t havin any ridiculous dist0rt3d imag3 0f mys3lf...

i g0tta h3lp mys3lf...

SNAP OUT OF IT!

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