it came to me as a huge pleasant surprise when i received ur message the other day..

it was totally unthought of and yet something that i have always been lookin forward to!!!!

set me gigglin and tearin at the same time....

the kind of feelin is almost impossible to describe....

some consequences are just inevitable and we got to acccept it...

If you are going to fall in love with me...

If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.

You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my stubborness, my inability to trust, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my need of being treated like a child at times, my overactive tear ducts, my kuromi obsession, my tendency to be too clingy and my erratic behaviour/temper. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart sometimes.

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I brushes my fingers through your hair, the way I caress your face, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or heart-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when you lovingly into my eyes sayin "I Love You". But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.

Random Doodlings on IPhone

all by usin touches of the fingertips...

retook my practical last night, and i was freakin stressed out to the extend i actually weeped... not cry mind you.... in my opinion, i felt that my instructor was relatively fierce as compared to others... and this got me panicky... i can do the stuffs right without him around, but i screwed everything up in his presence.....

another instructor was nice to help me and explained that my instructor might be in a foul mood and helped me... i was pretty grateful...

after a few rounds in the circuit, he asked to stop and rest and that was when i broke down....
diaoz.... -.- damn ps la... i just needed an avenue to release my anxiety.... heh heh... but i passed... maybe it was because of a stroke of luck....

had been feelin rather moody today for some unknown reason.... diaoz...
and this video lifted my spirits... =)

is "assuming something and then acccusing you of that something" a characteristic of guys??? sheesh!!!

Kenneth N upon knowin that i have trouble sleepin, bought these stuffs for me.....

tried it this afternoon when i had trouble gettin back to sleep..

and i have got to say that it somehow helped me to get to sleep... =)

i like the pretty light

i haven been usin essential oil burner for quite a long time...

my mum used to burn this in the house too but in lavender aroma...

slept quite early today but my sleep was disrupted and here i am bloggin again since i cant get back to sleep even though i have just blogged 8 hours ago...

hot chocolate is something that i love alot and this is just the perfect one...

goood durin cold weather or for a quick hot drink to warm the stomach...

i made one for myself durin one of the cold nights...

this is the the chocolate powder....

looks nice ehz...

preboil some water and pour it into a cup tgt with the chocolate powder...

make a small whirlpool in it... hehe...

these marshmallows are extrememly nice to eat it just like that...

like melt-in-your-mouth sweets... =)

viola!!!

ready to drink!!!!

my mummy bought black chicken to cook black chicken soup for us...

den the crazy elmer helped my mum to clean its guts out and washed it clean before dumpin into the pot...

this is where he started his crazy nonsense and my sister took a video and some photos but i chose to post one photo...

the chicken looks kinda eerie to me though...

here u go...

this is the video my sister have taken...

it might be lame to some people but this video brought smile to my face when i was in a foul mood that day... =D

went for Practical and Theory lessons today... woot~ met a new female rider...
she is taller than me la.... diaoz... saw her in theory class and was hopin that she is in the same practical as me and yes she is...

camwhored in the toilet durin the break...
today's theory lesson is not as bored as the first one i have attended...
unfortunately, i have injured my ankle durin practical... a minor one though... damn... i think i must drop the bike at least once every lesson before i learnt my lesson.. -.-

after the theory lesson have to wait for 40 minutes or so alone before the practical lesson commence... and the class consist of only me and the girl, peiyi...
she damn cute and friendly one de los... i feel comfortable talkin to her... =)
and our instructor thought that i was her younger sister when the fact is she is 2 years younger than me... envy her siaz... can learn bike at the age of 19 while i am not allowed to learn when i was at her age...

exchanged contact number and booked for our next theory and practical lessons together... now there is someone to attend classes together with me le and it is a girl!!! happy happy!!!!